Today I am feeling blah! I am so tired. I have been like this for awhile. I would love to know what is wrong with me. I am always tired and I feel like I have no motivation or energy to do anything. My wife seems to think that it's the weather because she knows that I loathe cold weather. But this feels different. I don't know, maybe it is the weather. I am so ready for spring and summer to get here. I need warmth. This cold weather is bugging me. I have been feeling bottled up, if that makes any sense. I need someone to rant and rave to. I miss my friend...It's always so quiet around here and sometimes the quiet is very noisy. Man, I really need to get out and do something. I know what I need. I need some paintball. There is almost no better way to cure what ailes ya than to shoot someone in the face with a paintball gun...all out of love of course.